我以为 -品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道你对他有那么好你说会懂我的失落不是靠宽容就能够解脱我以为我出现的时候刚好你和他正说要分开我以为你已对他不再期待不纵容他再给你伤害我以为我的温柔能给你真的愉悦我以为我能全力填满你感情缺口专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生我以为终究你会慢慢明白他的心不在你身上我的关心你依然无动于衷我的以为只是我以为我以为我的温柔能给你真的愉悦我以为我能全力填满你感情缺口专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅原来你早就想好你要留在谁身旁我以为我够坚强却一天天地失望少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望却输得那呢绝望

hmm, just wondering if i should post my life story here...
nvm ba let me think abt it, then decide later haha..

Today i went to cut my hair, cos going on reservist tomorrow early morning. So short lol, can't really stand it cos i'm already used to having longer hair. Looks like after this i gonna spend some time to re-keep my hair to its usual length. Now waiting for bb to come back as she went to buy some food for me. This lil pig pig of mine, knows how to take care of me. So understanding although she is still so young. At first when we got together, i was worried if we will last or not. Cos she is still too young. But yet it turns out to b surprising that she's different from other gals her age. Lucky me. After so many unpleasant past relationships, i already learned alot of things. Now i just wanna treat bb well, so that if 1 day anything were to happen to us, i won't live my life in regrets again. But to me i believe, if both of us r willing to give each other the most that we had, nothing will seperate us so easily. Well gtg, bb almost back, i rest a bit then tomorrow wake for for in camp training. Haiz sianz.

=My Stories=

Well, life was never easy for me. Many unpleasant things happen to me since when i was very young. Many a times i nearly gave up on life, which to me sux. Luckily i have many friends beside me to help n encourage me, to listen to me when i am in need of them. If not i really wonder if i will still be here to share things with anyone who will gonna log in to my blog. But thx for all those miserable days and many wrong things which i had done before, if wasm't for all these, i won't be the 'ME' now. Strong and understanding towards people and life. Maybe thats what people always says, when you fall, pick up urself and stand up bravely, after that the road u choose to walk will never be the same again... Live life to the fullest, and then leave 1 day with no regrets. I guess thats what life is suppose to mean..